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Today is a public holiday Hari Raya Haji, working today got double pay leh!!! LOLS! But do i get a pay also if i part time at my mum's coffee stall? CHEY! BO LAH! Somemore i got to work at there over the weekend!!! SOOOO SIAN!!!!

Yesterday i've been to United Square to take stock in the day time twice! I had my breakfast with MM in the morning, and i went back to Bishan after that. Who know before i've stepped into the store, my dear supervisor ah lei called me. I just walked to the cashies and waited for her to give me task. She want me to go to United Square to take stock. If she called me earlier a bit, then i would not have to travel down again. But anyway i m fine and happy with it! Can eat snake mah! Jk! The main point is i can get to see MM again! Hehe!

My cutie lei lei tricked me loh! She gave me a old ezlink card which was actually supposed to change to a new card before 1 0ct 2009! No wonder i could not get scanned through at the control station! Made me ma lu! Tao yan! There's 8dollars remaining amount on the old card somemore! Don't even know whether can bring forward the amount to a new card or not lor! Serve her right for over stingy!!! LOLS!! XP

I went to United Square again after work to meet MM for dinner. She has not been eaten ever since the breakfast! Bleahz! How could she!? I would rather starve myself in the case! Tao yan!!

We went back to the store after dinner. That night there was a second delivery, and there was a lot of stocks. MM was worried for the next day they got no time to finish the stock, so I stayed back with her to finish the stock after the operating hours. We've finished everything around 11plus, very happy... This's my first time join force with MM doing the stock. At last i was managed to fulfill and accomplish my wish and mission for what i had failed to do so when we were at Bishan. I feel very happy and satisfied, i've no regret now.

I was happily look forward on this coming tuesday, i thought i could meet MM! But when i saw my dec rooster, i was half sian!! I was working on next tuesday and wednesday! None of a day i can meet her! Other than this two days, none of a day that can really meet her! =( Siannnnzzzzz.................. Can i really make it if its last for a month?????????? In that case, what shall i do?

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The above photo was taken on the actual day of my birthday 22nov09, at Common Wealth Wood Sakura buffet restaurant. What a pity that i did not manage to take the nightscape at the Mount Faber Park =(







Mummy, thank for accomanied me to go and see doctor today!!! I am very very happy and touching!!! After hearing ur explanation toward the stupid kn and replacement thingy, my doubt are all clear!!! And the most important is u've already got it that i had never ever take u as her replacement! I just want u to know that nobody can ever replace u, and u can never replace other, cos u are IRREPLACABLE!!!! U are my one and only MM, the one that shine on me every night!

After being lectured by u, and listening to ur every single word, i've a even more clearer thinking of what i'm gonna do for my future. I'll improve my treatment toward my mum, and i will give more call to my dad. Never let them and YOU worry about me!! Hehe =p Do u know that the light that surrounding u are very bright especially when u are lecturing and counselling me? Sometime i really can't stop myself from not peeking at u!! Hahaha!!

Very shiok hor!!! Last night webcam with me till 3am!!! U've break the record u know?! LOLS!! It was such a joyful and happiness thing that can be with u and lou dao. I never ever think b4 beside eating with my mum and dad, i would have a godpa and godma to be with.

When the doctor asked me who are you out of curiousity, my heart and mind just directly passed the message to my mouth: "godma"! Yes, u are! U are my kui bu, my most dearest and darling mummy moon! I mean it! I will never ever let u go, unless i am die. U'll be one of person that i will most unbear to leave with... I love u

PS: mummy, don't forget that u still own me a very super gao gao de...........!!! Hehehe... =DD

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!! Lols...

21Nov09

Photo that we've taken at Suntec City Newyork Newyork...







It's has been a long time we last meet...
I'm glad to see u guys last night! Especially those surprised and jokes, i feel so happy! Never ever had such a cool and big number candles before on my cake in my life before (eh, sound like very sua ku siaz... -,-). Lols!!! Really thank a lot!! Hope to meet up with u guys soon!!!

Photo that we've taken at Bugis Yi Pin Chuan Steamboat...







After my dinner with my ITE frens, i headed down to United Square straightly. When i've reached the store, the staffs told me that MM went out already. I was wondering where mummy has been, don't know why i was afraid that she would left me behind? Silly right... I immediately took out my handphone and called her. She told me that she'll be coming back soon, so while waiting for her i went to the toysrus at upstair to buy Thomas train for my darling and also fix his thomas from mummy.

When i was at the escalator toward the upstair, surprisingly i saw mummy when i looked down! She was carrying the cake walking toward to the store. 当时的我打从心理觉得很幸福，很开心也很甜……从来从来都没有过这种这般幸福的感觉……

I know Mm is worrying me get closer with patient goh. I admit that i ever had some good feel toward him, but all this was already over. I also never contact him anymore, except occasionally we will sms when he sms me. That's all! Other than that i will not contact him. I am already a grown up, if i will have to do a thing, than i will have to bear with all the consequences. I will not allow myself to step wrong any move. I don't wanna make anybody that cares about me to worry.

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22Nov09

As usual, I automatic woke up again in the morning around 11plus and i saw mummy's msg. Frankly speaking, i am not angry or blaming anybody for the loss of the dvd. Who know it might be fated that i still could not get to view the dvd in the end?
After i've read mummy's msg, i woke up from my bed and went to took my house phone and called her to explain. I don't want her to get mistaken of anything. I admit that i am kinda pissed off that has to be so secretly of the photo that we had taken.
I know u want me to avoid those unnecessary trouble, and i am alright after throwing out those words. Especially after chatting with u on the phone, i feel so energtic!

When running down to toward to the car, i really did not noticed that MM was actually standing at one side waiting for me. I was guessing she must be standing at the shop there peeking/waiting for me? Cos she keep disturbing me that she has been to upstair peeking at me, she quickly came down before i came out of my house.

LD brought us to the Sakura Buffet at Commonwealth Wood for dinner. I've never ever been to there before, not even heard before this place. The restaurant was located at half hill up there, the atmosphere was great.

I was happy and touching when heard LD said about his first impression and his feeling toward me. And its same goes to MM, my feeling toward you two are the same too. Both of you are just like my father and mother, i will use my entire life to filial you all just like my dad and mum.

MM was the one and only that could made me open up myself so much, telling her so many things regarding of myself. Toward her i have nothing to hid, just simply feel very relieved. When LD went to take food, i suddenly brought up my own stuff. Don't know why i suddenly feel that my eyes was so watery especially when the more i talked. I feel so emotional, but in fact i was very happy and touching for all their doing for me. 感觉就好像我在遗失后被寻回？

After the big feast LD and MM brought me to the Mount Faber Park to see the nightscape, just cos of i said i never heard and been to this place b4. This is my first and ever most happy birthday that i ever had... MM and LD are my best and ever present... Thank a lot... I love you guy... Really cannot imagine my life without you two, i think i will die!

My heart is like being stabbed when mummy told me that she was just KN's replacment... How would i ever take her as her replacment?! NO! NEVER EVER!!! NOBODY CAN EVER REPLACMENT MY MM!!! Both of MM and KN are totally two different issues!!! They can never ever put together!!! I am very clearly with myself, if without MM, current me will not be exisiting. I'm not trying to relay her on waking me up in the morning, i just don't know since when it has become a habit and comfort to me by hearing her voice?

I really don't know how am i going to make MM to believe me? Perhap it was because of i've been telling so many lies ever since i was in Primary six due to my unspeakable difficulties. So now the retribution has come to me! I feel extreme terrible and upset... How i wish that i can never ever get to know Kn!!! I hate her for causing all this!!! If anything happen, i will never ever forgive myself!!! =~(

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THIS IS MY DEAR COUSIN'S VERY PERSONALLY AND SPECIALLY OWNSELF DOING ->
KEIRAN LOOK ALIKE MY SECOND BROTHER PICTURE!!! MUAHAHAHAHA =DDD
(CLICK TO ENLARGE TO SEE, LOLS)




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR NG CHIN SENG!!!
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE HAR!!!
ERH... SO WHEN ARE U GOING TO GET MARRY HAR? HEHEHE!! =P


My dear BJ colleagues, thank a lot for all the contribution and wishes! I am very happy! The Tiramisu cake was very delicious, i love it very much! Thank for the surprised and birthday song during the working hours behind the fitting room corner there!! ^_^

I am really looking forward for tml night steamboat...!! *DROOLING*
I really can't wait to see MM and LD leh!!!
I always find that i got no enough time to talk to her, don't know why?
I just simply have a lot of word and thing to say to her, and i just can't stop?
LOLS!!

161109 My darling nephew Keiran's 2yrs old birthday celebration

Another two more days to my lovely daring nephew Keiran's 2 years old birthday!!! Yeah!!! ^_^

Beside celebrate my darling nephew's birthday, today is also a big family gathering day! What a pity that my second brother and 2nd sis in law did not join us. Its also a big joyful thing that my uncle's family joined us, at first they still said they could not make it! LOLS! I'm sure tt my darling is very happy! Can tell from the photo?! Hehe!

I was wondering what had MM been doing today? Why there isn't a single msg from her at all? I had been peeking at my handphone for the whole day, but in the end it was still no respond at all... Sighs... =( Is she angry with me or what? I really don't know... I just simply feel so upset and uneasy... Will she be calling me tomorrow morning? I really miss her a lot, and i can't stop myself from that... Even the shopping mall also played the song "dancing queen" when i was waiting for for my sis and sister in law browsing at the cosmetic! It made me feel even more worse!! Sobz! If can, i am willing to do anything in order to make everything change, never ever make her upset and angry anymore. This is what i've been thinking all the while since the day she has become my MM... I love her... :~(

其实我从来都没有想过会有人对我像MM那般的一样好……
所以我会非常的去珍惜和保护她和这段关系……
如果昨天MM和LD也都在的话，那该有多好呢？
这也其实是我今年的一个小小的心愿吧……
第一次这么的想要跟自己爱护和喜欢的人一起过生日……

151109 My advance 21yrs old birthday celebration with Yijin & Shiling

Today is a big surprised and shocked day for me... Never ever expected that my dear
"1KG" and "Privacy" actually planned to trick me few days ago. My dear 1kg msg me few days ago, she asked me whether i can borrow her 500 bucks as she had faced some problem. She even refused to tell me what had happened, she said she will only tell me when she meet me.

I met 1kg at orchard mrt station at 3.30pm. I was crossed when i called and sms her a few times she did not reply. After a while she then told me to meet her at far east plaza. When i've reached, i msg her and told her that i will wait for her outside the watsons there. She replied me and asked me to meet her at the atm machine at the basement instead.

Actually i was supposed to work at USQ today as well, but cos of worried about 1kg, i told MM i can't work. It caused me feel really very guilty, i feel bad that i could not help her. But lucky her staff was able to come back to work in the end.

When i was on the way to the basement, she suddenly sent me a sms said she was very scare till her hand was very cold! I thought what happened, and i quickly rushed down and look for her. When i saw her, i asked her what had happened? She did not said anything but just keep asking me to quickly follow her to somewhere. She brought me to a korean food restaurant located at one end of the corner. I saw Privacy before i've stepped onto the doorstep, and then i had already know what was going on very clearly. Ya, i was being tricked by them!! How bad they could be siaz... Made me worried for nothing on the past few days lor... Anyway i am really happy and surprised for all their efforts in preparing all this surprises. Thanks a lot girls! Muackz! It will be a very memorable and unforgettable advance birthday celebration for me. I love u girls!!

We went to the kbox at amk hub after our lunch. Actually ever thought of went for movie, but we were thinking if we go and catch a movie, how are we going to do with the cake? LOLS.

During the kbox session, i had been peeking on my watch and waiting for MM's sms. Yah, i miss her badly, i was thinking although i might not be able to talk to her on the phone, but at least i get to sms her and also get to know what she's doing? Is she doing fine?

Seriously i really don't know how i reaction and how's my expression of my face when facing anything. But i am very sure that i am very happy and touch when mummy gave me the present. My facial expression can't tell, but my heart won't tell lied to me. I'm sorry if i had really upsetted and disappointed u, mummy. I really don't mean it, i've been trying to express my true feeling and telling my thinking to u. I would behave like this perhap it was becos of i've never ever being care and treat by anybody before, therefore i do not know how to say out my feeling and thinking. And coz of i scare of losing, i tend to be sensitive and keep thinking wild.

From now onward i will try my very best to make myself move instead of standing straight there without any movement. I wanna tell u all of my thinking and feeling instead of by words.

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The past few days i had been thinking and searching for the present for MM, at last i had found it yesterday at J8. I went to walk around during my second break. Don't know why, I just could not stop myself from walking toward to the mini push cart that sell all those cutie things naturally. If is last time, i'm sure that i will never ever go over. I think it must be becos of MM? Cos of she like it, and naturally i also start to like it?

I had been looking all over the shelving until i walked toward to the transparent glass displayed showcase, surprisingly and happily that i saw something that brighten and draw my attention!! I knew that i had found it, it was the mini foldable Hello Kitty Ironing!! After checking out with the salegirl, without a second thought, and yes i bought it immediately. ^o^

This will be the most suitable and "Li Xiang" present/prize for MM liaoz... As she also be a part time "Kiong maid" at home during off day. Ya, the ironing is small but convenience, can bring for travelling also wors! If lets say she lazy to do the ironing outside of her room, she can using the HK ironing to do in her room! Although it might take a longer time to do the ironing, but the longer time she take, the more she can think of me! Right?! HA...HA... HA.... !!! How clever am i huh?





Thursday after went for dinner with shiling, we bought desserts and sat at outside the fountain there to eat and chit chatting. Out of sudden from no where popped out two young ladies in front of us who suspected taken drugs. Their reaction and motion was very weird, and they could not even stand straight and properly. At first i still thought that they were drunk. But after some observation, i could guess what was wrong with them.

There was some passby helped them to sit down at one side. But after a while they started to move ard, sort of like getting high n lost control? The most terrible is one of the lady that look more serious sat beside me, suddenly lost balance tend to fall to the back, and she vomitted!!

After a while this two ladies was helped by some kindness people to take the taxi. The whole incident shiling and i was sitting down there watching the scene, we did not intended to help out, cos we did not want to get ourselves into any of the trouble.

I've told MM regarding of this incident, but i did not expected that she got angry becos of that. I know she is worrying abt me, and i shouldn't have stay back just becos of my curious. The whole night i had been waiting for her replied, even though when i was bathing, i was still looking at my handphone sillying.

I only got to know that she was crossed at me on the next day when i was on work. How stupid am i right? I should have repent for what i've done instead of think wild, otherwise i would not have fell from the ladder.

When i saw MM's last sms for me last night, i felt so sad. Silly me... I should have know the answer, but dunno y i still wish to hear from her personally? Anyway i'm glad that her anger has ease... I'm happy and enjoying working in USQ today, time passed very smoothly and fast. The only thing that pissed me off is that stupid male customer. I really hate being accuse, that's why i was very pissed off.

This is my small secret... Yesterday night when i was on the bus on my way home after work, when i saw MM's sms, i was very touching that there's someone that's really care abt me so much. But i felt very sad that i've upset her... Don't know why i suddenly felt like crying on the moment...? Is it becos of i am touching as i never had this kind of treatment b4...?

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Yesterday is the first time video conference with MM! It was so enjoyable and fun! Although we did not chat that much, but it was still that perfect like never lack of anything! Right? I really love it... ! Din expect that we got many similar habits, u should know what i am refering at right! Muahaha! The next time i wanna see u without make up and in your yellow kiong maid uniform in real life! Okie? >,<

I know you would definitely feel very surprised that i would asked u out for lunch, and i was already expected it! As this is my first move to u to prove that i am not a exactly 100% cold blooded without feeling wooden block. I wanna let u know thati i mean what i said. I know i am not good at expressing in words, therefore i try my very best by expressing my thinking and feeling through action. Sometime you might find that i NATO, but in fact i am shy and speakless! During that moment i was
actually figuring out how can i express out what i wanna do and say!

Thanks for the present, LD! Really very surprised and happy, and i feel very paisei! I really don't know how to bring out those million of grateful and thankful words which was in my heart for long time to u and MM. All i can say to u all is, I LOVE U GUYS!! MUACKZ!!

When i opened up the box and saw the pendant, the first thing that came accross my mind which is -> MM's necklace!! They looked so similar siaz! Somemore was in heart shape lor! How come like that har? Is it because of you two ever discuss to each other before regarding of i always wear on heart shape necklace? Or just purely a coincidence? I am so curious and kpo... Hehe...

Well.. sometime i really hope that i could do something for myself, as in committed myself into a full time job. I am really really very sick of what i am facing everyday. I felt bad that i could not even contribute, and whenever i heard of my dad's currently state, i felt even more terrible! It was really very sickening! I wanna end all this craps! When can i get a answer whether i can or cannot?

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Just went to watch Poker King with my cousin last night @ amkc. Luckily i never listen to my privacy, her sister said it was not nice. Hehe... Anyway I really enjoyed watching this movie, it was very funny and very nice. Louis Koo was kinda nerb but cute with his expression, he acted just like a kid! LOLS!

Anyway this has been compensated me for catching his another latest movie "The Accident" previously. That movie is damn boring, I don't even know what does the whole story trying to say at all! The only thing I was agreed with was Louis's acting in that movie was indeed very different from all of his movie. Now I am looking forward to watch his another comedy movie starred with Da S, i'm trying to get the vcd in cantonese.

I've received a sms from LD this afternoon, he asked me whether I am helping out @ the market tonight? I replied him "yes, and i think so". Surprisingly he replied me why i sounded like i don't like them to go there and eat?! Wah! The moment i was shocked and becoz of this i was totally awoke! I quickly replied him of coz nope! I will be extremely happy if i can get to see them! LOLS... Silly...
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It's have been so many days i never get to see MM liao lor... Really miss her soooo much... Tt'll will be great if tonight can get to see her... Otherwise don't know still got to wait until when?

Tomorrow i will be having driving lesson, finally... I really can't wait to get my driving license...! Arghhhzzz... Still got a few more months to go leh........... =(