151109 My advance 21yrs old birthday celebration with Yijin & Shiling

Today is a big surprised and shocked day for me... Never ever expected that my dear
"1KG" and "Privacy" actually planned to trick me few days ago. My dear 1kg msg me few days ago, she asked me whether i can borrow her 500 bucks as she had faced some problem. She even refused to tell me what had happened, she said she will only tell me when she meet me.

I met 1kg at orchard mrt station at 3.30pm. I was crossed when i called and sms her a few times she did not reply. After a while she then told me to meet her at far east plaza. When i've reached, i msg her and told her that i will wait for her outside the watsons there. She replied me and asked me to meet her at the atm machine at the basement instead.

Actually i was supposed to work at USQ today as well, but cos of worried about 1kg, i told MM i can't work. It caused me feel really very guilty, i feel bad that i could not help her. But lucky her staff was able to come back to work in the end.

When i was on the way to the basement, she suddenly sent me a sms said she was very scare till her hand was very cold! I thought what happened, and i quickly rushed down and look for her. When i saw her, i asked her what had happened? She did not said anything but just keep asking me to quickly follow her to somewhere. She brought me to a korean food restaurant located at one end of the corner. I saw Privacy before i've stepped onto the doorstep, and then i had already know what was going on very clearly. Ya, i was being tricked by them!! How bad they could be siaz... Made me worried for nothing on the past few days lor... Anyway i am really happy and surprised for all their efforts in preparing all this surprises. Thanks a lot girls! Muackz! It will be a very memorable and unforgettable advance birthday celebration for me. I love u girls!!

We went to the kbox at amk hub after our lunch. Actually ever thought of went for movie, but we were thinking if we go and catch a movie, how are we going to do with the cake? LOLS.

During the kbox session, i had been peeking on my watch and waiting for MM's sms. Yah, i miss her badly, i was thinking although i might not be able to talk to her on the phone, but at least i get to sms her and also get to know what she's doing? Is she doing fine?

Seriously i really don't know how i reaction and how's my expression of my face when facing anything. But i am very sure that i am very happy and touch when mummy gave me the present. My facial expression can't tell, but my heart won't tell lied to me. I'm sorry if i had really upsetted and disappointed u, mummy. I really don't mean it, i've been trying to express my true feeling and telling my thinking to u. I would behave like this perhap it was becos of i've never ever being care and treat by anybody before, therefore i do not know how to say out my feeling and thinking. And coz of i scare of losing, i tend to be sensitive and keep thinking wild.

From now onward i will try my very best to make myself move instead of standing straight there without any movement. I wanna tell u all of my thinking and feeling instead of by words.