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Yesterday is the first time video conference with MM! It was so enjoyable and fun! Although we did not chat that much, but it was still that perfect like never lack of anything! Right? I really love it... ! Din expect that we got many similar habits, u should know what i am refering at right! Muahaha! The next time i wanna see u without make up and in your yellow kiong maid uniform in real life! Okie? >,<

I know you would definitely feel very surprised that i would asked u out for lunch, and i was already expected it! As this is my first move to u to prove that i am not a exactly 100% cold blooded without feeling wooden block. I wanna let u know thati i mean what i said. I know i am not good at expressing in words, therefore i try my very best by expressing my thinking and feeling through action. Sometime you might find that i NATO, but in fact i am shy and speakless! During that moment i was
actually figuring out how can i express out what i wanna do and say!

Thanks for the present, LD! Really very surprised and happy, and i feel very paisei! I really don't know how to bring out those million of grateful and thankful words which was in my heart for long time to u and MM. All i can say to u all is, I LOVE U GUYS!! MUACKZ!!

When i opened up the box and saw the pendant, the first thing that came accross my mind which is -> MM's necklace!! They looked so similar siaz! Somemore was in heart shape lor! How come like that har? Is it because of you two ever discuss to each other before regarding of i always wear on heart shape necklace? Or just purely a coincidence? I am so curious and kpo... Hehe...

Well.. sometime i really hope that i could do something for myself, as in committed myself into a full time job. I am really really very sick of what i am facing everyday. I felt bad that i could not even contribute, and whenever i heard of my dad's currently state, i felt even more terrible! It was really very sickening! I wanna end all this craps! When can i get a answer whether i can or cannot?