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At last i had brought Hello Kitty mp3 player home!!! I am so happy!!! I am charging the player now, tml i will start testing the player! Hopefully everything is okie, otherwise i will sure ... Coz there's no warrantly, as this was specially imported from oversea... so...

Already deal with ah bu we will go for sushi on 8 of sept as her advance birthday dinner with her... I really can't wait to give her the HK mp3!! I can't wait to see her reaction!! Hehehe!!! I am getting so impatient!!! Imagine i gonna tolerant and and seal my mouth tight before the day come still got 2 more weeks to go siaz!!! But overall... it's worth for it... For her sake, anything is worth it!!!

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My heart was tear and bleeding when i saw ah bu's msg which forwarded by kn ytd morning... I really hate myself for losing control, but i never wanted to hurt ah bu...

I really never ever doubt on ah bu, i just simply could not take it when she said those words to me... strangely.. i just dunno y... it was like being stabbed hard on my heart when she said those words... I should have know she does not mean it on tt way... y i did not think it in other way instead? So tt i would not have ignore her and her msg, and she would not have to be upset over it and could not slp...

My heart was really very pain when i saw how tired she looked like ytd... She said even she quarrel with her husband, she will not feel tt oso... only her son n i could make her become like this... She even woke up early and went to work just to make herself not to think of it... She sent all those msg to kn when she was on the mrt, and her heart was crying...

I m indeed very bad rite... yea... i feel very regret n guilty now... i promise myself nv ever do tt to u again... from now on i dun care whether u r my real ah bu or not, i just do watever i can to u... i mean it...

thks for using the tissue to dry my watch... and pasted the plaster on my waist... i felt very very very warm... dun worri... i will always to wat u say... i will use my action to prove tt i treasure u lot...

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I'm so sorry, ah bu... I believe that u were very angry at that moment... But i really dun mean to make u angry and disappointed... Do u know that my heart went even more soften and pain when i saw the bun and the pill u've bought for me? But i really could not take it when i heard u said tt... It was a big blow to me... My heart was bleeding... I was lost... Nearly gone mad... I even bumped hardly onto a plump lady in the toilet, she was nearly fell down... Worse is i did not feel any pain at all... I've never been like this for so long since my mum's case...

Pls forgive of my rebellious and stubborness... I said before i will never say a single lie to u, and i really mean it. To me u are more den a friend, this is from my bottom of my heart. I am timid, i scare that i will be hurt and neglect again... sorry... I didn't mean to upset u...

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I HAD PASSED MY FINAL THEORY AT LAST!!!!!!!! TAKING MY DRIVING LICENSE IS NEAREST!!!!!!! HEHEHE!!!!
I was very surprised and excited!!! Cos i really did not expected that i will passed my test!! I did not even glare a single eye on my book for the last whole month at all!!!!!

PS: Ah bu, half of the credit was goes to u... thks for ur encouragement... muackz... ^_^

Thank for accompanied and sharing with my joys last nite, big ling ang yijin... hugz.... i admitted tt i was a little bit high last nite... =x

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I went for dinner with Ah bu on saturday after work. We were walking around at the basement deciding what shall we eat. At first Ah bu was asking whether we shall eat the Fei xiong meat mince noodle, but i told her the china cooker cook wan was not very good, so we changed our mind to Ajisen after that. Ah bu accidently bumped onto a guy while we turning our way to Ajisen... It was so funny and paisei lor... Those workers from Fei xiong keep calling me to eat the moment they saw me. LOLS.

We ordered the noodles and drinks only without ordering the meal. Ah bu said this time round she break her rule for my sake, coz usually she dun eat after work... hehehe... I tried my best to eat as fast as i could, coz she looked veryx3 tired... dun wanna hold her up for too long also... Ai ya lor dao was waiting for her at home too...

Ah bu snatched the bill at front, i told her tt i wanted to see but she just refused to let me see. I wanted to put the money in her bag, but she had discovered, my mission is failed. She even ordered me to keep the money before she angry, so i will have to be a good girl and keep the money lor... hehe... We went to take the MRT together after that... Hopefully she had rest enough on tt night...

Last night i went to Fei xiong and packed mee... The cooker who was tanned asked me am i disappeared? why so long never come? The boy who was standing beside him voice out immediatly, he said i was here with my "mother" last night what?! Hahaha! The moment when i heard it, i really could not help myself from laughing.

I told Ah bu after that, she also keep laughing. She asked me why i did not clarify with them? I asked her how should i clarify? Tell them she was my sister? Den they will sure think how come my sister look so old?! The moment she heard wat i said, she beat me lor... She said i am very bad... hahahaha... i just can't stop myself from disturbing her... She was really very cute...