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My heart was tear and bleeding when i saw ah bu's msg which forwarded by kn ytd morning... I really hate myself for losing control, but i never wanted to hurt ah bu...

I really never ever doubt on ah bu, i just simply could not take it when she said those words to me... strangely.. i just dunno y... it was like being stabbed hard on my heart when she said those words... I should have know she does not mean it on tt way... y i did not think it in other way instead? So tt i would not have ignore her and her msg, and she would not have to be upset over it and could not slp...

My heart was really very pain when i saw how tired she looked like ytd... She said even she quarrel with her husband, she will not feel tt oso... only her son n i could make her become like this... She even woke up early and went to work just to make herself not to think of it... She sent all those msg to kn when she was on the mrt, and her heart was crying...

I m indeed very bad rite... yea... i feel very regret n guilty now... i promise myself nv ever do tt to u again... from now on i dun care whether u r my real ah bu or not, i just do watever i can to u... i mean it...

thks for using the tissue to dry my watch... and pasted the plaster on my waist... i felt very very very warm... dun worri... i will always to wat u say... i will use my action to prove tt i treasure u lot...