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Time is getting more and more nearer, and i am still remain as the same without any changes at all! This is really really pissed me off! I just simply can't do anything on it! Thing just keep happening whenever i wanna do the thing tt i wanted to do! What the hell!

The past few days my left eye lid is like keep bouncing continuous, and i feel uneasy. And i was right, thing was like taking turn to take show. Ppl might think tt i might have think too much or being too sensitive, but i just simply feel very uneasy!! Now what's the next?

Is there something occur now? I think i shall do a self criticism...

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累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

*如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你#
我不怪你


快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得*


#如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记


Repeat * and #

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What the hell...?! I went to work for 4 hours only this morning!! Long long time never being like this! The last time was becoz of the whole mall was damn quiet and no sales coming in, so asked me to go off very earler. It was understandable too. But this time round was damn exaggerate and ridiculous loh! The reason is becoz there was 2 afternoon shift staffs coming in! If says in a proper and nice way, i was there to relief break, but if in the opposite way i was there to show my face till afternoon shift staffs come in! The reason is becos of they are practicing no more half shift, so instead of put them in half shift, they put me! But in tt case y not they either arrange someone from opposite store to cover, since they have half shift? Or arrange enough manpower in the morning? Sound really stupidity and funny lor! I was like being used! Dislike tt kind of feeling!! Really waste my time! In tt case i may as well sleep at home isn't?! Arghs!!!! x_x|||

Instead of meet my dear MM @ 6.30pm after work, i went to find her ard 3pm! Just nice i can also drag her go for lunch also!!! If i never went there earlier, i know she'll never eat. Very clever lor!!! >,<

PS: MM, u're right... The tomyam handmade noodles @ USQ foodcourt are really very nice, and it was triple times better den Bishan interchange hawket centre wan. Ya, i'm in love with it!!! Anyway thks for the T-shirt!!! I m happy and paisei, i just dunno how to say the feeling.

I've saw my darling yijin just now b4 we went to Bishan for the pork rib handmade noodles. Aiyo... Really heart pain to see her lip and her tired face...! Hopefully she will get recover soon!!! Wanna jio her out for shopping and makan!!! Really miss the time when we can shop like mad! LOLS!

I was kinda extremely happy and feel so unspeakable warm when i heard MM told me both of LD and her feeling toward me, and their newly habits toward me tt they last time actually dislike to do so!! It was so funny and cute!

I realised tt i was like falling in love with Polar pie...! I could not controlled myself from eating it immediately when i was walking toward to the bus interchange waiting for my bus. But when i bite one mouth of the pie, the bus came... and i got to keep and bear with my craving... DAMN lor... LOLS... When i dropped down @ my house there bus stop, i took a sit at there and took out the pie and continue to eat. After i've finished it and wrapped my mouth, i den feel satisfied and contented and walked home... KEKEKE...




I heard one of my esprit fren who also work as part timer told me, he was already confirm not allowed to go for the d&d. I think i was not the exception too... So... Bleahs... Sighs... Sianz... -_-

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My used to be darling...



When can i still play it like last time...? Really miss it a lot... I guess u must have already forgotten and don't even know who am i... Just like i've forgotten how to master it....



How i wish i can be as happy as last time...


First day of Mummy being transfered to other store...
Everything was as usual, i am still the same. The same as in currently state, not like last time. I will try to get use to it, gonna learn to be independent and to protect of myself, in order not to let her worry abt me.

Last night slow walked is really unforgettable and memorable. Never ever expected this to be happened. Hehehe... Anyway the feeling is really great and enjoyable!

Well, lastly just hope tt i am allow to go for the d&d bah! If can go, tt's will be great! Coz at least can get to see u throw out everything to perform. This time round the only different thing is, ur supporter will increase one more, ppl who dislike u will decrease one more, and tt person is me !!! =P