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I was happily to welcome, the seem to be long but short await day to arrive, Tampines food fair with patient goh. I had been waiting for his reply of his comfirmation time with me for the whole day. At last i could not control of myself contacted him. I sent him an sms and he did not reply, so i called him. At first i was thinking he might still haven't knock off from work, so he did not reply me. But i was wrong, he said he was outside now, tts y he havent reply me yet. Well, its fine. What really upset and disappointed me is he said he need to keep his girlfriend accompany tml, and why not we meet on sunday instead? What the HELL!!! What he treat me for?!!! He was the one who asked me out, and now he was the one who said he need to keep his gf accompany!!! How can he treat me like this even though is just a fren?!!?!

I am really upset and mad over this...! At the beginning i was actually still hesitate whether i should go or not, but after a second thought, i woke myself up hardly! Why should i make myself so miserable!? I sms him after that telling him that i am not going on sunday. I think he might not even know or bother if i was angry or wad?!! SHIT!!!! DAMN IT!!!!!!!!! I REALLY HATE IT!!!!!!!!! FROM NOW ON PLS JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!! PLS DUN EVER COME N PROVOKE ME IF U NEVER WANNA LIKE ME, OKIE!!!!!!!!!

Now i am telling myself don't ever have any fastasy thinking toward this ISSUE anymore!!! That's ENOUGH!!!! I am a human being who has a feeling too!!! PLS!!!!