010709 A shift @ BJ2, went to expo after work

I went to Expo after work with Kainee today. Basically we were there for some shopping, but in fact our main purpose was to there to see "mother", especially me, and yes, i really miss her very much, although i don't admit! LoLx!

Agnes was the first person who i saw at the fair. The first thing she asked me was "looking for your mother arhx? she was at the back of the storage space there doing some stuffs". My reaction was stunted and blur, i replied "huh?".

Kainee came over after that, we were browsing around and talking about "mother" then. Who know our dear "mother" was actually blocked by the shelving in front of us! We actually saw a very familiar face and attire when browsing the top shelving clothes by moving it! We quickly let go of our hands of the clothes immediately and laughed out loud silly when we knew its her!! Just after a few second, "mother" shifted the clothing away a bit with an allowance, and she looked out from there and looked at us. We were shocked and laughing silly. She walked out from the storage space there after talking to us from that tiny space. Our reaction was damn funny! Never ever expected "speak of the devil" will happen on us. LOLS.

Mother looked very tired, and her face was pale. My heart was pain for seeing her like that. There was even some bruised on her arms, i was expected and i had told kainee before hand. We accompanied mother and agnes for dinner after that. Kainee purposely voluntee to share with mother mee hun, or else she wanted to eat bread only. She was really crazy, already worked until so tough and tired, yet she still wanna starve herself. SIGHX!

We went off around 9pm plus. I dropped at Bedok with kainee, and she accompanied me to the bus stop which near her house there to take bus 45. When i took out my phone and look at it, there was a missed call from Patient Goh. I called him back and asked him where he was at? He told me he just knocked off from work, we ended our conversation after a few mins talking. Actually i had already sms him when i was at expo, i was thinking of perhap we could meet or whatsoever after i left expo, since i would be heading toward bedok after expo. Well... Anyway just forget it ~ We will be meeting on this coming saturday =)

Kainee put the white colour watch onto my bag without my awareness. She actually went back to bugis street just to buy the watch after i had boarded the train. She just simply think that i look nicer on that white colour watch, therefore she bought it for me although i had already bought the same design red colour watch. And i finally know what was the reason why she keep asking me regarding of the colour of the watch i like on the msn at that midnight.

I am not used to wear/buy white colour watch was becoz of i afraid that it will get dirty easily, and it will turn yellowish after a while. It heart pain when seeing it, especially if it was the one u like it very much. Anyway i truly appreciate and feel grateful of her goodwill, of coz not only for that, and also for everything she has tried to treat me. At the same time i would also like to apologise to her if can.. Honestly, i just could not get used to what she has been done to me, although she mean no harm. I was just thinking that i does not deserve for her to treat me in that way. Don't ask me why, coz i just don't what's the reason. Sighx




I had just received a letter from Ministry of health, it was regarding of the organs transplant after death. There was a red and yellow form to be filled up and send back, i filled up the yellow form which is argee with the donation upon of my death without a second thought. I was thinking as i hardly and have not done any good thing, this could be the most you yi yi thing that i can do after my death. My left eye has been like "yi zhi tiao", and i heard before it was not a good sign if is left eye. Who know i may being run down by a car tml? LOLS.