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Today is a damn bad day for me! Everything come at once! Especially those irritating thing and ppl will definitely come to u when u are totally down. They will definitely says something which is very bad to provoke and upset u!

Damn! I really hate and mad at myself for being blank when being scolding by tt irritating bastard uncle at my back! I shld have open my mouth and scold him!! I even walked one round blindly at ION after leaving the lift straight toward there!! What the hell i was doing?! My anger just could not let go, it was just running in my body but just could not vent out! I really hate it very much! Idiot!! I curse and swear tt bastard!! Don't ever let me bump onto him, otherwise i will triple times return back to him! Since he like to rush, as if rushing to the hell, den i will let him rush toward!!!

I own u nothing now... ever since long long time ago, and plus u've injured mi.. I am pain, but not as pain as my heart. I find myself like an idiot, shouldn't have giving out so much feeling. Being good to a person doesn't mean have to say out. Is tt wrong? Is it very difficult to trust and have faith on me? Am i really giving ppl a so unsecure feel? I am really very sick n tired of it already. From now on i will be very caution and not to treat other ppl good easily.

I've learnt to treasure thing tt i care lots after lost my loves one by my side, i no longer afford to lose anymore. All this are really very important to me, i will use all of my energy and means to protect it despite how tedious and tired it could be. Those who does not really believe me, i will just leave it.

PS: Thks for cheering me up, mummy moon. U've made my mouth curved and my heart very warm when i feel very down. Luckily I've controlled myself hard and very well, especially when i came bk from waistma. I like ur present, and all of the thing tt u've given me. Don't forget tt u still own me a hug... Here's my hug for u.... *HUGS*