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At last finished the stock take lor...!!!
I'm so sad and heart pain pain when i see mummy's si cheng look. Her back and gastric was so painful since this morning, yet i just can't do anything. I really hate to hear she said tt sentence again...! It's make me feel tt i am so useless, can't even give her a hand.

I was thinking if i am not tt stupid just like my cousin who only took 7 months to take her driving license, tt would be great... Unlike now... I've already took so many times of the test, wasted so much of my time!!! When i've found something tt would make mi work hard and forward for it, i find myself even more stupid and useless. Otherwise i would not have to see mummy take cab home alone, yet i can just do nothing but to see her go away in front of me. I am really really really very scare to hear something bad from her when she is on the way home again...!!! My heart just simply could not rest at ease! Really really really hate myself!!! MAD!!! ARGHSSSS!!!!


Another 8 days and 17 days to go... Sighx... =~(


Logging off... 5:13am